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The Perspectives of the Spectrum: The Oceans of Escapism
Ok. Here are the things that would make my heart sink like a boat at the bottom of the ocean. Unfairness, injustice, cruelty, information related to bias and subjectivity, corruption, greed, deceit, hatred, conformity and ignorance. All these things should not be tolerated in my values but my universal world that I'm living in with all these wonderful creatures and beings who co-exist together is pretty much balanced and everything is in it's rightful place. To be fair, I'm a emotional person who is completely self-aware and deeply sensitive when I'm upset. I just move to a secluded area which leaves me very distant. Once I've calmed down, I return back to the centre piece of the world with all the creatures and beings embracing together in harmony. Alright back to the things that I find very upsetting.....never mind, I've written it down already. I don't know, I'm just using my imagination. I don't what to write, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to think, I don't know what to express, I don't know what to do. I'm just frustrated for the hell of it, I feel like I'm losing my mind to oblivion. The story I'm writing is atrocious and I'm worried that no one's gonna like it. I feel rotten on the inside like a worm eating an apple inside out.
No one understands me.
No one understands me.
No one understands me.
No one understands me.
No one understands me.
No one understands me.
No one understands me.
Now I'm retreating to a better place than the secluded I'm living in.
IT IS CALLED THE OCEANS OF ESCAPISM.
THE END.